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nap trapped

by Ritual Madness

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1.
vengeance 03:33
I'm holding on for dear life to vibrating lines exploding from a single point in time at 2 am again and again a looping thread you, you are my vengeance you split my soul and made us whole how is it right to bring new life into all of this uncertainty? how can you let the bastards get all the hope? you, you are our whole world because we are your whole world
2.
vibrate 02:31
if I stay still I can't move on with my day if I stay still you will stay awake bouncing like your mother used to do bouncing like before we met you I still use white noise to drown the silence out but this is something I learned to live without eventually you'll have to fall asleep but 'til then you can vibrate with me oscillate in time with our bodies intertwined then one day you'll drift away on your own hold your head in my hands 'cause you can't support it yet but if I hold it too much you won't strengthen your neck can you fall asleep without being close to me or am I creating dependency?
3.
leak 03:46
I am giving you more than all I got it's a lot, it's a lot and we're trying not to howl at the passersby when we remember what it's like to go outside and the house is a mess we can deal with it I guess I know I've lose my peripheral vision we can crack as many times as we need to we just can't break down at the same time we can leak as long as we can patch each other up to keep from emptying I'm not keeping score but we have to keep track of his GI tract on a goddamned app and I forget all the time I forget what it's like to take a shit in peace I'm in pieces I am fine you had half a glass of wine and I want to go to bed
4.
helpless 03:54
you turned your head to watch me play I guess it could have been a reflex someday you're gonna hold your head up on your own searching for the tone never alone do you feel as helpless as I do? is it cool if I don't know what to do? do you feel as helpless as I do? do you know I don't know what to do? you looked dead just dead asleep I guess it made me feel so helpless I held you to my shoulder felt your potential energy you tried to wriggle free it terrified me do you know how helpless you are? can you trust me to keep you from harm?
5.
nap trapped 02:45
forgive me my mistakes I don't have time for perfect takes forgive me my mistakes I don't have time for perfect takes when you mess up just keep going no one will know by you no one is paying attention long enough to have a clue and if they do, let them forgive you if they do, let them forgive you I have 10 minutes that aren't yours when I'm not nap trapped or doing chores more like 10 seconds that aren't yours when I'm not nap trapped or doing chores when you mess up just keep going no one will know by you no one is paying attention long enough to have a clue and if they do, let them forgive you if they do, let them forgive you and if they don't, let them go and if they don't, let them go, let them go
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nap trapped: when yr baby is asleep in your arms or on your chest and you are afraid that, if you move at all, you will wake them up

a collection of voice memos hastily recorded whilst I had my arms free

mostly songs about sleep, or lack thereof

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released March 19, 2022

songs written and performed by pads

Guest vocals from my baby on "vengeance", and Micajah on "into eternity"

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